Name: Karen

Nicknames:

[Sunday, October 13, 2002 | 06:23 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Lifehouse - Spin]

Went out w/ langey, Kim-chan and Mage today. 'Twas fun to go to Kikiwai, even though birdy, who was supposed to come, didn't come because a certain someone didn't call her. *coughcough* Don't worry, I forgive you, langey-chan. *hug*

Bought Bus Gamer 01, Bleach 01, One Piece 25, and Kusatta Kyoushi no Houteishiki 02! *hugs them madly* I am so happy with them. I haven't been in contact with new volumes of manga in two months...*sigh* I feel much better now that I've visited Kikiwai. But damn their prices. >_>

Ivan's compliments are strange. First it was "Can I burn you?" now it's "I'd rather kill you instead of _______ because I'd rather go to jail for killing you instead of ________." Thank you Ivan. I truly appreciate your sense of friendship and it warms my heart to know that. Thank you indeed.

kekkai.org's sites are back up! Yay!

Watching Shaman King anime. Am infatuated with it now and want Mankin 21 of manga. I'm really into it now...I liked it when I first read the manga, but now that I understand more of it, I like it even more. Ren is so cool and such jailbait. *snrks* And Horo is cool as well as Yoh. Manta...I wonder how he manages to reach the buttons on the juice machines when he's so short. Anna kicks major arse in her own very quiet, commanding way and I actually like her very much.

I've logged into ff.net and half of my Favourites List is gone. ;_;

Because we really know that the protagonist in GTA3 is really a Vigilante... for Justice! And that's why in my saved GTA3 game he tends to run over citizens repeatedly to take their cash to fund his quest for justice. And that's also why he likes to load up on weapons, go on top of high buildings and snipe the poor bastards down below to practise his m4d sniping 5k11ls for justice. XD

[Friday, October 11, 2002 | 10:03 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: The Calling - Stigmatized]

Whee! Fun day, except for the morning. Had to go to school for a half day, in a confusion about Hamlet, implicit differentiation, and the corporations' side of securities. I feel so smart right now that I know 2 + 2 = 5.

...really, it does. I can justify it. XD

Went home, tried to prepare for Hamlet seminar with partner, Heather. Didn't work too much, but can one really work after a week of brain-frying? No...so we just kinda hung around my house, I got verbally abused by my sister in front of her friends, and played a bit of PS2.

After that, we went to PMall to meet w/ Yoshi, birds, and Macs. Did DDM, ParaPara for some weird odd reason. XD Then birds and I did DDR. 'Twas fun. We sat outside the big sign near the corner of Steeles and Kennedy on the grass listening to CDs and trying to sing along. Also fun, but we froze our arses off. We then got the brilliantly marvelous idea of going inside. Yay! Then I got massive hugs from birds and Macs. Macs is very good at giving hugs. XD Now am home. *zzzzzzzz*

That is so me.

Why didn't someone else besides Penny Arcade think of this sooner? I think they got the most pissed off first...

[Thursday, October 10, 2002 | 05:49 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Bonnie Pink - Just A Girl]

Ivan, what time are we meeting tomorrow? I hear we are meeting with birdy and Macs too. When? Where in PMall? I've got your turkey; you getting my Smirnoff? XD

Bubble Tea Popcorn. o_O

I like Common Errors In English so much now, I might possibly build a shrine to it.

[Wednesday, October 9, 2002 | 07:41 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: The Calling - Adrienne]

Hn.

Hm.

Mm.

It's 7:41 p.m. and I still haven't truly woken up. I've spent the whole day in a haze where things don't matter. I realize I go through days like that, where I'm really not conscious and I don't really quite remember what has happened.

Sometimes, I think life is just one big dream and I'll wake up one day. When will I wake up? When I die in this dream, I'll wake up. And when I wake up, I'll still be dreaming. And when I'll wake up again, but I'll still be dreaming. And so forth...

Little things and big things overwhelm me right now. Hamlet has also affected me. I like Hamlet, the play and the character. The latter is more interesting, though.

Thanksgiving is approaching. Work is approaching. Avalanches of it. I do believe I have a Hamlet seminar, personal response essay, and test all within two weeks. That's just English. I dread what Mod West, Philosophy, Economics and AP Calc has in store for me.

I feel sort of flat right now, like the Coke you end up with at the bottom of your can, warm, cloying, un-fizzy, and overly sweet. You hate to drink it, but inevitably end up with when you drink Coke slowly.

I feel like Hamlet now. Not in the "Oh, my uncle killed my father and married my mother and woe is me, I feel depressed and must philosophize endlessly about when to kill him and by the time I decide to, I've got one foot in the grave already because my uncle has it out for me" way but in the "thinking too much and uncertain about emotions" way.

*sigh* Michelle, Greg, are you guys really leaving IsAN?

[Tuesday, October 8, 2002 | 08:08 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Sarah McLachlan - Angel]

*whimpers* The 3H site just got a new batch of FF7 doujinshis in and Yubinbasya's and Asato Takaboshi's doujinshi are in that batch. There's 8 that I'd really like to get. How I would kill to get just one of Yubinbasya's, especially the ones, the calendar and the postcard sets she's offering on her site. I wish I had enough money/could understand Japanese. ;_;

On a better note, my wonderfully kind cousin who is in Hong Kong right now picked up my manga from the lovely people at Mitsukoshi who can never remember my name even though they have it written down on many order forms but will always remember my face, my numerous, sometimes overexcessive, purchases, and my daily visits. I will finally get my HtYs, Zero-Sum, Ribon and hopefully, Executive Committee, Naruto 12, Hikaru no Go 17, and Hot Gimmick 1 and 3 tankbouons. She's shipping them on Sunday which means our Saturday which means a month or two from now I hopefully will be blissfully ensconced in any place reading Executive Committe in Japanese, ogling Minekura Kazuya's art and laughing at the sheer ridiculousness of Kubo-chan and Tokitou trying to hide their relationship beneath a poorly disguised veneer of tactile camaraderie. XD

McGill has a course on anime and media in its East Asian Studies Department in the Faculty of Arts. XD Want to go there even more now.

My home has heat! Yay! Now in the mornings, I won't freeze my toes off, I'll only get frostbite.

Michelle and Greg: I will be simplistic; If you leave us we will become sad. ;_; Please don't make us sad. If you're sad, please let us make you guys un-sad. Michelle, I want to return your Asukas. I'll give them back to you at the reps meeting, if we can both make it?

[Monday, October 7, 2002 | 08:30 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Card Captor Sakura - Purachina]

Cool.

Lookee! birdy's pics! XD

langey is a softie at heart. *hugs* Go give her a hug everyone because she is considerate, kind, and one of the sweetest, most caring people that I know. *hugs again*

Mage, I don't know if you read my blog, but I know my attempts at cheering you up last night were pathetic. Hopefully, X: Therapy made you laugh. Have you visited handpuppet theatre? It's down right now, but I think it'll be back up sometime soon, hopefully. Also have you seen the Gravitation "Proud" music video? It's at Maniac Nun Music Videos. It's good; it won the Y-Con prize for Viewers' Choice Best Overall Music Video. Strangely enough for some reason, in one shot, Yuki looks like a DBZ character. o_O

XD Kingdom Hearts seems to be capturing fangirls' imaginations and...hearts all over the place, especially the FF and RPG fans. Who can resist Cloud in that Vincent get-up looking so damnably hot or Squall in that extra angsty mode with his new non-fur outfit? And the bondage belts. Cannot forget the bondage belts. *nods* I want KH so badly, but I can't buy it or I wouldn't work on anything. This is not the time for me to be lazy because I'm already enough of a lazy, procrastinating arse.

I am loathing my English mark as of this moment. Bloody bugger, why do my English marks vary so much from year to year? It all depends on the teacher's like/dislike of you and your essay style. It's completely subjective, even though they say otherwise. *sigh*

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[Sunday, October 6, 2002 | 05:35 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Remy Zero - Impossibility]

which kingdom hearts character are you? yeah, yeah. jackie made this.

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Which Magical Order Are You In?
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Stil sleepy and trying to write a one-minute speech on one of the Unjust Speech in Aristophanes' Clouds. Want food. Too lazy to make food.

[Saturday, October 5, 2002 | 09:02 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: B'z - Fireball]

Feel sleepy, tired and achy right now, but kind of happy with yesterday and today.

Philosophical discussion on MSN with Greg from 1 AM to 3 AM. Same time length learning a bit about ftp from Ivan and random stuff. Woke up at 6:45 AM feeling pretty horrid, but went to Celebration Saturday feeling sick to my stomach from overdosing on the smell of gigantic chocolate cookies from last night. Nibbled on ppl's Cookiegrams, drank coffee, spent the day in a sleepy haze. Went to see Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi (Spirited Away) with Britt, Caleigh, Libby, Greg and Britt's friend, Tim.

Yes, Greg, that set of friends is scary. You should see them at lunch.

Spirited Away was good. I liked the beginning better than the ending. The ending was rushed and it felt strangely unsatisfying. However, I liked it overall, and I love Haku's English voice actor. The story is very interesting, as well as the premise, but the plotholes are a little bit noticeable. Now I want to see the Japanese version with English subtitles.

Did DDR at Eglinton today. Think am getting better just a bit. Am so achy and tired, I should not do it at all, but cannot resist. Am becoming so FOB. Is scary.

langey: *imitation flying kitty glomp* I know your ribs will hurt now, but I want to help get you out of your depression. I hope I'm not the person you hate and that you will accept hugs from me. *hugs* I'll try my best to get to the next IAN showing because I want to give you a RL hug and see more evil!kitty-ness than sad!kitty-ness. XD

birds: I didn't leave a message because I'm not the type of person to leave messages. Just wanted to check if you were at HC today. Next time I don't reach you, I will actually leave a message. XD

[Saturday, October 5, 2002 | 01:22 a.m.]
[Theme muzak: DDR - Dam Dariram]

What Drink Are You?

Spent today in a strange philosophical haze. After school was interesting, as I went to Steph's house to bake Cookiegrams and to play DDR. Interesting. When I play DDR with hands instead of feet, I am actually decent. w007! We made a mess in the kitchen, DDR'd furiously and kept on playing the bonus song because it was so damn fun. XD

I feel very detached from people right now. Not just physical distance, but emotionally and mentally. I can't relate to people very well right now, not that I did it well at in the first place, but I just feel so far away from people, especially friends. Friends, who I should be close to and should know, I don't know them anymore. Friends who don't think they're friends, who I treasure as friends and will even more if we continue this friendship want to sever their connections. They want to save themselves the burden and complications of relationships.

Relationships are complicated. It's the way they are. And you deal with them. If you cut yourself from that, you're severing yourself from a lot of pleasure and enjoyment. Yes, a time will come when people must part. It's the problem with being an individual and human. Humans have to communicate and connect with people, but sometimes connections are severed because of circumstances beyond one's control. Rejecting happiness now because of the fear of future pain is one of humanity's mistakes. It's like rejecting food when you're starving because you'd rather not know the satiation of hunger at all, but you're going to die without food.

I'll continue this argument later, not only because I'm spurred onto discussing it for emotional reasons, but also because it'll be interesting to actually flesh it more thoroughly when I'm more awake. *toddles off to bed*

[Thursday, October 3, 2002 | 10:31 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Kiroro - Chokin]

I am getting better. Yay! ^_^

Tomorrow, will eat raw cookie dough, attempt to bake gigantic Cookiegrams, get sick, and play DDR. XD Saturday, wake up early, go to torture known as Celebration Saturday and then will go watch Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi with friends and perhaps more DDR.

birdy, come Saturday, please! ^_^ In fact, everyone, if possible, drop by Havergal on Saturday please? It supports United Way, you get to stuff your face with cotton candy and an enormous chocolate chip cookie, and you get to laugh at me in my school uniform.

*whimpers* Kingdom Hearts, you ruthless bastard, taunt me no more!

Heartless, a Sora shrine. *squee* It has screencaps of Sephiroth and Cloud. XD Check out soraNU too.

The Riku Omnigatherum, a Riku shrine. I especially like the webmaster's open letter to Disney about banning fanworks.

Forget Riku x Sora; I want some Squall x Sora. Gimme. XD

Tried to read a Japanese fanfic translated through BabelFish. Was highly amusing. Will never be attempting that again because I nearly fell off my chair laughing and I came away just a bit mentally scarred by it.

Kingdom Hearts. Grand Theft Auto: Vice City. *twiddles thumbs, waiting*

[Wednesday, October 2, 2002 | 09:29 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Stabbing Westward - What Do I Have To Do?]

Pokable!ManHo and Kitch mugging for the camera.

I am sick with a saliviary gland infection or something. Hurray for antibiotics. Hopefully, this infection will go away within 48 hours or it means it's something else/more serious.

Grad photo tomorrow. I can't eat anything tomorrow solid for breakfast or I'll end up looking really puffy. >_>

I have to go to school on Saturday because it's Celebration Saturday. >_> It's my last year and I do want to share and finish a Cookie Gram with my friends this year. We will conquer it. By the way, anyone want to drop by so you can eat a chocolate chip cookie the size of a small-medium pizza with frosting, sprinkles, and candy? And laugh at me in my school uniform w/ blazer and tie while I try to grin and force myself not to kill the little kids running around the damn place while wondering how I can render myself unconscious to escape the horror that is the day using pony beads and gimp.

I'm Aya!
Which Weiß Kreuz Gluhen character are you?

*muffles shrieks of laughter into a pillow* New Weiss members, dear God, help us. Please let me ignore Ken and Omi's new looks and let the new members be easier on the eyes.

[Tuesday, October 1, 2002 | 10:04 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: hyde - Shallow Sleep]

I missed Smallville. >_<

I'm sick.

My erratic sleeping patterns over the past few days have something to do with it probably, along with the really unhealthy food I've been eating lately. I might get better in the morning, but I just want my sore throat to go away and this thing that's swelling up behind my jaw to go down. I don't think I'll do my homework because I'm not in the proper frame of mind to do so. *toddles off to bed*

My aunt told me even if I wake up with a fever tomorrow, I'm still going to school because I get out at 11:00 am. Wow, thanks for showing your care and concern, not only for me but the rest of my school.

[Tuesday, October 1, 2002 | 01:46 a.m.]
[Theme muzak: Joydrop - Beautiful]

I'm addicted to this song and it was the only thing that kept me going during the damn essay.

I AM FINISHED! *does happy dance* I can't sleep because my sis in a moment of generosity bought me a Happy Meal with Coke. Shouldn't have done that. Now I'm too wired to sleep.

And Ros, if you happen to be reading this, please don't. I understand you bookmarked my page to use it as a reference for your HTML course, but your business with this page is with the HTML structure, not the content. You know I'm more than willing to help you with basic HTML. Please treat this page as a private journal meant for me and my friends. Respect my privacy, please.

[Monday, September 30, 2002 | 10:53 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Joydrop - Beautiful]

I don't know what's going on with you guys, but it sounds strange. *raises eyebrow* *snrks*

I'm a moron. I haven't finished my English essay and am trying to do so now. Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid...

*envying you so much for your modified PS2*

No money to mod my PS2. ;_; Spent it all on books, CNAX, transportation, and food. And if I do mod it, I can't find a trustworthy dealer and I want the Messiah chip, which costs something like 0 I think, not the other lower quality one.

*pokes Val lightly* Can I get a set of photos of CNAX too please? ^_^

*hugs langey* Because you are still evil kitty to me and a very important friend.

*hugs Greg* Because you are going through a phase of parental invasion of privacy, which is intrusive and more than just irritating.

IsAN...go ahead w/o me. *sigh* I might show up, I might not, it all depends, but since you've booked it, it doesn't matter.

Well...you probably know that I've been obsessing over Kingdom Hearts just a little bit, right? To prove I am not completely out of my mind, Tenshi is also addicted. Yes, the fact that she has actually played the game counts, but still, she obsesses. So no, I am not entirely weird. Cross that out, I am weird and damn proud of it too. ^_^

Just learned facts about KH!Squall. ;_; The guy had enough angst loaded on him in FF8, but now Square does this to him? But I can accept it, since it's delicious fic fodder and he looks damn good anyway.

KH will provide a great deal of excellent fanfiction, if the ideas fall into the right hands. Oh please let BlackRose, Tenshi and llama write some good stuff...

*counts coins scrounged up from room* I think I have {$d_entry}.43 to add to my Kingdom Hearts and GTA:VC fund. Yay.

[Monday, September 30, 2002 | 12:08 a.m.]
[Theme muzak: Dishwalla - Opaline]

I can't write my English essay. I think it's worth 30% of my first term mark. I am so fucked for this year. Why can't I write? I really can't write assignments for school anymore; I always come up against a block now and I'm always procrastinating. I don't know why. God, I need to finish this tonight. *bangs head against wall*

[Sunday, September 29, 2002 | 07:08 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Kingdom Hearts - Theme]

I thought the screencaps of the bonus video in KH looked good. I change my mind. They're inferior compared to looking at the video itself. I must commend Squaresoft for doing such an excellent, stellar job on the bonus video because it's absolutely stunning. It snatches my breath away because it's so beautifully and smoothly animated. THe storytelling part of it is equally as good, if not better, and teases you mercilessly. Everything about it, from the camera angles to the character design to the mood, is so bloody fucking good that I'm running out of adjectives to describe it. And did I mention the animation is incredibly high-calibre? For example, it's raining thoroughout the whole scene and in one moment, it focuses on the raindrops on the ground and I swear it looks real, the way the drops ripple when they hit the puddles that reflect the neon lights of the street. It makes me want to scream because it's so beautiful and I want more of this tantalizing, teasing trailer. *bangs head against wall* I'm going to go watch it again and again and again and again until I get sick of it.

[Sunday, September 29, 2002 | 02:44 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Cirque du Soleil - Ninkou Latora]

Damn, I should be writing my English essay. >_> I am such a procrastinator now and I don't want to be, but it just happens now. I'm also lazy, something which I really shouldn't be this year, considering first term is extremely important.

Will not stress. Will channel stress into studious, excellent essay writing that will garner me a decent mark.

*head thumps onto desk* ...No, I'm not...

Shounen Ai Go is such a cute comic. I have a feeling it's going to be exactly like the numerous shoujo manga out there where a j-music idol, the protagonist's high school love interest and best friend all duke it out for her, except this time, the protagonist is a guy and it's all very cutesy s-ai.

I want to go to Columbia University now. Why? Because of their swim team. XD

I want Kingdom Hearts, purely for the uniqueness of it. I also want to see the bonus video that I've heard is absolutely stunning, graphics-wise. Half of me is trying to stay away from since it's Disney, but the other half is simply screaming for it. I love unique, bizarre things like KH. I should mention that Sora and Riku are just so cute! *cough*RikuxSora*cough* And again, the bonus video is amazing. Just take a look at some of the screencaps. It's beautiful.

There's rumours of a Kingdom Hearts 2. ^_^ I haven't even played KH and I'm already obsessive. This does not bode well for me...

Played the KH demo disc yesterday. Just a preview of it, but I am completely enamoured by it now because it's so beautiful. Also did a few hours of GTA3 and now I know the way to get a six-star rating and get killed by law enforcement in two seconds without noticing that I was dead. People online say that you have to take down a helicopter with a rocket launcher in order to get the six-star rating, but I've done that many times before and I've never gotten a six-star rating. The way I did it was to use the machine gun to blast away at the police cars. I didn't use the rocket launcher once and the army came calling and shot me dead upon sight as their greeting. ^_^ So fun.

[Sunday, September 29, 2002 | 12:17 a.m.]
[Theme muzak: Misa - Banzai!]

A quiz binge because I haven't done one in a while:

Take The After-Death Destination Quiz
Another (baka) quiz made by Kourin

Do you give a fuck?
This quiz style was designed by alanna, adapted by Batfish Designs, and created by Missanthropy.

Click here to find out what element YOU are!

What revolution are You?
Made by altern_active

What FFVII character are you?? Find out here!!! by !!

I am cu73 and 3v1l. ph34r m3! nyo~

My profession is Final Fantasy video game heroine! My name is nyx. I am a tender-hearted magic clan survivor, with blue hair and magenta eyes. My goals in life are to steal my family and have sex with the game's generic villain. My love interest is a radiantly cheerful forest ranger with a suspiciously concealing helmet who will accidentally kill me. Take the idle profession quiz yourself!

...All right...

Which Evangelion Child Are You?

What kind of Drug Addict are you?

[Saturday, September 28, 2002 | 07:29 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Eve 6 - On The Roof Again]

Today was very educational. Kim and I went to visit Ivan at Waterloo and we learned a great deal of very educational facts about Waterloo. *nods* i.e., Waterloo's arcade's games are much cheaper than Orbit's, they sell Jolt, there are plenty of bars around the campus, and there exists a bunch of mutant, spider-squirrels near the bike rack behind the Student Life Centre. Also, Ivan and his friends like to chase and capture squirrels when they're bored.

I don't 5uxx0r at DDM2. Me and the machine at orbit don't get along. The one at Waterloo is more forgiving. I also did DDR, which I hope I didn't 5uxx0r too badly at, considering it was only my 3rd/4th time doing it seriously. We watched Dan, the guy who is setting all the records on the DDR machine at Waterloo. I didn't watch him too much, but from what I could see, he is good.

There is actually LotR doujinshi. Some of it is yaoi. o_O I should have seen it coming, considering the doujin-ka have already done Harry Potter doujinshi. Britt, are you squealing in joy or screaming in fear?

[Friday, September 27, 2002 | 10:23 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Bonnie Pink - No One Like You]

A gray, dim day. The kind of day that you don't want to face because you feel so flat. Not depressed, but just flat, colourless, and drab. *sigh*

Kitties smoking it up!

Went to OUF w/ Kim and HC friends. Bumped into several people, had to ask a question to get a cool pen from the University of Ontario Institute of Technology. XD It's blue and it lights up! Well worth being ignored by the rep because I'm so damn short and not having one iota of interest in the university.

Came home lugging a massive amount of useless viewbooks. However, some of it is useful. Still thinking about everything and worrying and worrying and worrying and worrying...

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I have a KH demo sitting in an inconspicuous brown bag in my room. Longing to try that and to play GTA3. I need some random mayhem and destruction after today. Also got a PS2 mag that covers KH extensively. Cloud has bat wings! XD He looks like he buffed up and stole Vincent's clothes, including the scarlet cloak, and some of Squall's belts to accent his outfit. And Sephiroth. Oh my, yes. There's only a small fuzzy image of him, but he has a new accessory that I like very, very much.

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[Thursday, September 26, 2002 | 04:14 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Joydrop - Beautiful]

Decisions, decisions.

University. US? Canada? Ontario? BC? Quebec?

I like how McGill and UBC sound so far, but I hope I'll manage to get a visit to either campus sometime before I apply, which is kind of doubtful.

Burning CD. FINALLY! I have something new to listen to. I'm sick of all my CDs now.

IsAN. Do we say "IAN" or "IsAN"? Yes, chocotoast LIVES! XD Will go and begin typing up my blurb soon. Really. I promise. ^_^

[Wednesday, September 25, 2002 | 09:59 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: John Mayer - My Stupid Mouth]

Pita-Ten cosplay from IAN. I am supposedly going as Kaoru. Hm.

Hopefully, I'm also going to dye my hair purple for it. Will be cool colour to have for graduation. XD It will be interesting to be the only purple-headed girl in the whole graduating class.

[Wednesday, September 25, 2002 | 02:35 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Sun Yan Zi - Knows It]

Last period spare's a 5w337 thing. Tomorrow, I'm staying for the double last period spare for the McGill and UBC reps. Doesn't matter too much, since I really need to go the McGill one.

Must not get obsessive and freaky about university. Must not become like US uni applicants.

IAN sketch. See if you can spot me. It's rather obvious, isn't it?

What anime/manga/game/comic/book character would you most like to...

1. Be aquaintances with? Lex Luthor (Smallville)
2. Be friends with? Ruffy (One Piece) and Mizuki (HanaKimi)
3. Have a sleep over with? Horohoro (Shaman King) and Puchiko (DiGi Charat)
4. Tutor? Kamui (X)
5. Be tutored by? Takahashi Ryousuke (Initial D)
6. Go to a [party, rave, club] with? Obi-Wan and Maul (Sith Academy)
7. Get drunk/high with? Seishirou (Tokyo Babylon/X)
8. Go to a dance with? black Haru (Fruits Basket)
9. Go to the prom with? Zax (FF7)
10. Go to the carnival with? Goku (Saiyuki)
11. Go to the mall with? any members of ParaKiss (Paradise Kiss)
12. Go on a roadtrip with? Trock and Byte (Hurricane Party)
13. Go on an adventure for [insert legendary item] with? the three dudes from Dragon Knights
14. Go horseback riding with? Vanyel (The Last Herald Mage)
15. Go swimming with? Hisoka (Yami no Matsuei)
16. Go skinnydipping with? Sanzo (Saiyuki)
17. Go to the playground with? Ed (Cowboy Bebop)
18. Go to another planet with? Spike Spiegel (Cowboy Bebop)
19. Go to the hotsprings with? Kyou and Yuki (FB)
20. Nurse back to health? Tsuzuki (YnM)
21. Be nursed back to health by? Kyou (FB)
22. Perform with? Oversoul
23. Be Romeo/Juliet for? Subaru (TB/X)
24. Play a sport with? Ryouma Echizen (Tennis no Oujisama)
25. Live with? (as a sibling) Daisuke (DN Angel)
26. Take tons of stickypictures of and put all over your notebook? Dejiko, Puchiko and Rabi~en~Rose (DiGi Charat)
27. Frame a picture of? Cain (Count Cain)
28. Give bunny ears/moose antlers in a picture? Aoshi (RK)
29. Use as a nude model in an art class? any of Higuri You's male bishonen characters
30. Spoil? Momiji (FB)
31. Cuddle with? Sano Izumi (HanaKimi)
32. Share a bed with? Harley (BmB)
33. Room with? Zell Dincht (FF8)
34. Bunk with? Fujishima Takara (KHNK!)
35. Have a one-night stand with? Zax (FF7)
36. Give a massage? Ludwig (Ludwig II)
37. Give you a massage? Mikhael (BmB) [strictly a foot massage]
38. Make out with? Oliver Wood [only with delectable Scottish accent] (HP)
39. Take home to your parents? I would not like to take any character home to my parents
40. Marry? Yamaguchi Tsutomu (Gokinjo Monogatari)

[Wednesday, September 25, 2002 | 12:28 a.m.]
[Theme muzak: Remy Zero - Save Me]

Watched Smallville season premiere tonight. My interest in Smallville has lessened and I found myself switching back and forth between SV and That 70's Show, the latter which I found more amusing. However, I still admire Michael Rosenbaum and John Glover immensely, playing Lex Luthor and Lionel Luthor respectively. Out of all the characters that I find interesting, they are the ones that intrigue me the most. The chemistry between them is perfect; a father-son relationship that is so typical on the surface, but with layers and layers of animosity, hate, love, and things of human nature hidden beneath. Their relationship is a battle of minds, of control, and of wills. It's not pretty to look at, but it's necessary in the "real world" that the Luthors live in. They hone their skills on each other before using them on other adversaries so that they can chop the people that really need to be chopped with expert dexterity.

Lex and Jonathan. I cheered when Jonathan finally shook hands with Lex. It was the only moment when I was wholly involved in SV. But do I detect a hint of the future where Jonathan will regret ever shaking Lex's hand? Only time can tell.

Lex and Clark. I actually didn't read into any of the subtext this episode because there was next to none there and I wasn't that interested. However, the interaction between them is good, not as good as Lex and Lionel, but good enough. This episode revealed a few new facets and the possibilities of their relationship.

I was grinning at the the breakup of Clark and Chloe. I'm cruel, but they were so sickeningly lovey-dovey in the season finale that if that happened for the rest of the next season, I would overdose from sap. The theory of them as a couple was good; the implementation of them was bad.

The acting...again, could be better. Really could be better. I don't know why, but the acting in Smallville never seems truly smooth and natural to me. There's always a notable amount of glossy artificiality there that's needs to be smoothed over better. I know it's acting, but it could use some work.

[Tuesday, September 24, 2002 | 09:36 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Pachelbel - Canon in D]

birdy, the October 10th date isn't going to work, I'm sorry. HC doesn't let out for the weekend until 12:40 Friday and if we were to have the showing on Thursday, most people wouldn't show up (including me) because we have school the next day.

I am centered. I am more reassured about things now. I can be happy. However, if you would like to donate liquor chocolates (or even regular chocolate), I am still accepting donations. ^_^

[Monday, September 23, 2002 | 09:51 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Sun Yan Zi - ×÷Õ½]

Does anyone want to come with me on Friday to the Ontario University Fair? It ends at 7 p.m. C'mon, you know you want to! Please? ^_^

Kim, Ivan, I might not be able to go to Waterloo on Saturday. I have an essay due next Tuesday and I haven't begun the research for it yet. I might be able to, if I get off my lazy arse and begin writing it this week, but I usually leave my essays to the weekend, and I doubt I can write an essay on Sunday because I'm a l___ a___. You can fill in the blanks.

I might have a double last period spare on Thursday. But I need to go to the UBC and McGill university rep meetings, so I don't get to go home that early. But I do know that I have last period spare on Wednesday, which means after the super-important-if-you're-not-there-you're-screwed guidance meeting, I can go home. ^_^

[Monday, September 23, 2002 | 08:48 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Placebo - Slave to the Wage]

I missed slashy Harry/Draco cosplayers at CNAX! Fuck!

This site has the honour of informing me of the fact indirectly that I missed slashy Harry/Draco cosplayers. How could I? Well...because I was hanging out with various people upstairs in a corner of the Dealer's Room too lazy to move to comfier carpeting/chairs downstairs.

I miss CNAX already and it was a crap convention.

The site owner's con report is also up here. He's blunt, sarcastic, and totally truthful. I like his con report. ^_^ Really, what he says is true, CNAX really 5uxx0r3d when you reconsider the events and the amount of money we had to pay. Sure, it was fun, but most of the fun came from asking people to pose for pictures, hanging out with friends, talking to people you'd never met before in a friendly fashion, and stuff that did not warrant . Now I resent CNAX for sucking out of my wallet, charging prices that were outrageous, and generally bad organization.

*plotting 3v1l, nefarious schemes to bring down CNAX*

Go over to langey's and Greg's blogs and give them some loff, or at the very least, show that you care. In fact, go to everyone's blog and show that you care or just go to a friend and show that you care with a heartfelt hug, joke, phrase, hello, smile, laugh, anything. Everyone needs some appreciation. Show that you appreciate them because sometimes you never know when someone needs it.

[Monday, September 23, 2002 | 07:59 p.m.]
[Theme muzak: Maaya Sakamoto - Sutorobo no Sora]

Happy Birthday Kim!

*hugs* j0, you do know you have legal access to pr0n now, dontcha? ^_~ Oh yeah, and the whole voting thingy, but who cares about that?

Lethe, I'd like to return the QaF tape to you. Do I just give it to Ivan this weekend and he'll give it to you eventually?

An ugh day. Talked last night about lots of stuff with my sis and my mum, and as usual felt guilty, this time not just for being a bad person to my family, but to the whole world in general.

I've got to adapt to this better and take advice in a better stride, but I'm getting stuff not just about university, but careers, life as an adult, and my family tends to put everything into a very dreary, dark light.

I'm so tired right now so I don't care what happens to me as of this moment. I don't want to do work, I've been doing it for nine hours. I want to lie down somewhere and sleep. I don't want to go to school tomorrow, except I have Philosophy and Mod West tomorrow, which should put me into a better mood.

...I am such a geek. I like Mod West and Philosophy. They make me happy. Well, so far that is because they don't require that much effort.

I am not going to be in any kind of happy mood this week. Don't expect me to feel happy because I'm a pessimistic bitch feeding on self-doubt and low self-esteem right now. Someone give me some liquor chocolates please. By the second box, I won't give a damn about being unhappy anymore and probably will be more bearable to be around.

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